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[31 Aug 2011|05:19pm]

Everyone around me is getting pregnant. People keep asking me how my pregnancy is going and when I'm due still. It's been 2 1/2 months since I lost the baby n people are still asking me about my pregnancy? I have no one to talk to about it n I feel like suit when I see people accounting there pregnant. I want a baby but I lost mine :-(

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[29 Jul 2010|03:32pm]
 so i'm totally excited!!!! I'm doing makeup and hair for my friends wedding on the 7th!!!!! super super excited!   

and her sister is going to take engagement pictures for me and eli cuz i'm doing her sisters hair and makeup as well!!!!! YAY
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[26 Jul 2010|03:47pm]
 you know your from california when:
Your monthly house payments exceed your monthly income.

You make over $300,000 and still can’t afford a house.

You take a bus and are shocked when two people carry on a conversation in English.

Your coworker has 8 body piercings and none are visible.

You speak Spanish, but you’re not Mexican.

Your child’s 3rd-grade teacher has purple hair, a nose ring, and is named Flower. (my brothers 4th grade teacher!!!!!) 

You don’t know anyone’s phone number unless you check your cell phone.

You’ve been to a baby shower that has two mothers and a sperm donor.

You have a very strong opinion about where your coffee beans are grown, and you can taste the difference between Sumatran and Ethiopian.

You begin to “lie” to your friends about how close you are when you know damn well that it’ll take you at least an hour to get there (see below).

Getting anywhere from point A to point B, no matter what the distance, takes about “twenty minutes.”

You drive to your neighborhood block party.

A really great parking space can totally move you to tears.

Gas is $1.00 per gallon more than anywhere else in the US

Unlike back home, the guy at 8:30 am at Starbucks wearing a baseball cap and sunglasses who looks like George Clooney really IS George Clooney.

You can’t remember … is pot illegal?

You pass an elementary school playground and the children are all busy with their cell phones or pagers.

It’s barely sprinkling rain outside, so you leave for work at least an hour early to avoid all the weather-related accidents.

Both you AND your dog have therapists, psychics, personal trainers and cosmetic surgeons.

You drive next to a Rolls Royce and don’t notice.

In the “winter,” you can go to the beach, ski at Big Bear, mow your lawn in your shorts and maybe get a sunburn all on the same day.

You eat a different ethnic food for every meal.

If your destination is more than 5 minutes away on foot, you’re definitely driving.

Calling your neighbors requires knowing their area code.

You know what “In-’N-Out” is and feel bad for the other states that don’t have any.

You don’t stop at a STOP sign, you do a California roll. ( i don't do it but i know lots of people that do!) 

You’ve partied in Tijuana at least 3 times and you can’t remember at least 1 of them.

You go to a tanning salon before you go to the beach. (lol)

Your have a permanent impression on the side of your head from your cell phone.

You know that Venice is a beach.

The waitress asks if you want “carbs” in your meal.

You know who the tinsel underwear dude in Venice Beach is.

You classify new people you meet by their Area Code. An “818” would never date a “562” and so on…

You call 911 and they put you on hold.

You have a gym membership because it’s mandatory.

The gym is packed at 3pm … on a workday.

You think you are better than the people who live “Over the Hill.” It doesn’t matter which side of the hill your home is, you are just better than they are.

You know that if you drive two miles in any direction you will find a McDonald’s or a Starbucks.

You know what “sigalert,” “PCB,” and “five” mean.

You can’t remember . . . is pot illegal?

It’s barely sprinkling rain and there’s a report on every news station: “STORM WATCH.”

The Terminator is your governor.

You actually get these jokes and pass them on to other friends from California.

PS —If you drive here illegally, they’ll take away your driver’s license. If you’re an illegal alien, they want to give you one!

You know your from Chino, California when:
"You know you’re from Chino when..."

1. You know when DAL won the last Milkcan game.
2. You know what DAL stands for.
3. You know what the Milkcan game is
4. You know you are from Chino when people say "Damn! What’s that smell?" and you reply "What smell?"
5. You know you are from Chino when you know what "smells like Chino" means
6. You know you are from Chino when the only thing people do is hang out at the Spectrum and listen to the crappy bands
7. You know you are from Chino when your idea of a scary time is green mist and the cooper house
8. You know you are from Chino when people ask where you are from and you say, “Chino,? and they respond "Oh! Where the prison is?"
9. You know you are from Chino when you have at least one friend who lives on a farm still.
10. You know when you are from Chino when you have a llama and cows at your school
11. You know you are from Chino when you watch the O.C. and get offended

12. You know you are from Chino when you can honestly say you know who Diana Taurasi is...
13. You know you are from Chino when all there is to do at night is to go toilet papering, cow tipping, or ice blocking.
14. You know you are from Chino when you walk into Kelly's and half the joint is from your old high school.
15. You know you are from Chino when you drive by what used to be "Drug Emporium" and it is now "Gigante Supermercado"
16. You know you are from Chino when at least half of the girls from your high school work at one of the 2,356 tanning booths in your local area.
17. You know you are from Chino when one Del Taco is closed, so you just make a left turn and.... voila! Another Del Taco!!
18. You know you are from Chino when you’re baking and you run out of milk, so all you have to do is hop in your car and hit up the drive-through dairy down the street.

19. You know you are from Chino when you need a new shirt, so you just hit up one of the local “Fashion Zones.?
20. You know you are from Chino when someone asks where you’re from, and you start preparing the "Its really not as bad as everyone thinks...." speech.
21. You know what the airport lounge is and know that on any given night, the bar may have up to 15 people in there (tractor trailer parking directly outside)
22. You know you are from Chino and went to CHS when all 10 of the P.E. teachers are football coaches.
23. You know you are from Chino when you get all excited and make everyone shut up when Snoop Dogg raps about living "in the hills, right next to Chino."
24. You know you are from Chino when you don’t need to go to high school reunions to see everyone; all you need to do is go to the demolition derby!
25.You know you're from Chino when people from orange county think your gangster despite the fact you are clearly white
26. You know you're from Chino when at least 2 people you know have had a DUI
27.You know you're from Chino when at the very same party you have people 5 years younger and 5 years older then you. hahaha

28.you know you are from chino when every one of your brothers has played for Chino High football
29. you know you are from chino when you have to go parties out side of chino cuz there aren’t any
30. you know you are from chino when your 12 year old brother is drinking at the same party that you are at
31. you know you are from chino when you get angry when you hear the words “Chino Hills?
32. You know you are from Chino when you say "Let's meet at Chino Burger for breakfast" and you're friends show up at ranch burger, chino burger, and super chili burger. (true story)

33. You STILL call the Ralph’s on Mountain Ave. Alpha-beta
34.You know you're from Chino when you think about the old times at the old AMC theatre, Kelly's, Godfather's, skate express, New York Pizzeria, and EZ Take Out
35. You've had the conversation with your friends about Chino Hills trying to claim ownership of the spectrum when it's clearly on Chino Grounds.
36. You know that there is no mist at Green Mist and that there is more than one "haunted" Kevin Cooper house.
37. You know you're from Chino when you can tell inquiring minds just which episode of The Simpsons Chino is mentioned, and who mentions it. (“Day of the Jackanapes,? Sideshow Bob.) "Oh, honestly! At Chino, they get to stay up ‘til nine!"

38. You are somehow connected to either the Carver or Wolfinbarger families. Or both.
39. You check the champion to see who you went to school with is getting married. Then feel really good when you see their spouse is ugly.
40. Any of the Ulloa kids have threatened to have their mom kick you out of Chino.
42. You know Officer McCombs, and know he's an asshole.
43. You've ever bought pot or cigarettes off the ice cream man.
44. Living in track housing makes you fancy
45. You've dry camped at the Prado Balloon Festival
46. You know the Chino Sinners are now just fat balding old guys who get together to hold BBQ's for their families.
47. You wake up for a hangover and met your crew at Flo's for breakfast
48. You know where Hottinger's meats is
49. You know that all the streets that have a number in its name is where the Chino Sinners live
50. You remember when someone pooped in your school pool and it wasn't you.
51. You know what a conquistador is

52. You know where to buy speed and/or can name 1 or more meth labs.
53. you remember when Chino Hills was nothing but Los Serranos
54. you remember the PIG MAN!
55. you know where to buy cigarettes and beer and your underage
56. you know who owns a pool and spend all of your time there
57. you've eaten at Joey's BBQ
59. on Halloween you know who gives mini wonder breads and cheese popcorn away
60. You wake up and smell the Wonderbread factory!
61. you know that the DAL kids are good at track because they’re used to running from law enforcement
62. You’ve ever conducted illegal activities in "the wash."

soooooo true!!!!!
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[15 Jul 2010|03:41pm]
Daisy’s Medical Timeline
Daisy Love Merrick

September 21, 2009 - Daisy was diagnosed with a Stage 3 Wilms Tumor.
September 24, 2009 – performed an nephrectomy and removed the whole tumor; Pathology showed a favorable histology
October 2009 – underwent radiation and began chemotherapy
April 15, 2010 – chemotherapy was completed
May 7, 2010 – Daisy was tested and said to be disease free
June 7, 2010 – Daisy complained of a stomachache which was assumed to be constipation; Stomach pain persisted on and off throughout the month of June
July 12, 2010 – Merrick family took Daisy to an emergency room for a CT scan revealing a new, large tumor; Tumor is the size of a grapefruit intertwined with the stomach, possibly pancreas, and the aorta
July 14, 2010 – Surgeons performed a biopsy and removed 1/3 of the tumor. The rest of the tumor is considered inoperable at this time.
July 16, 2010 - Pathology results expected

I got a message today from her father saying "Just got disheartening news (preliminary only): Daisy is looking at only a 30-50% cure rate with chemo"
Remember she's only 6 years old! 
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[13 Jul 2010|09:41am]
about 8 months ago Daisy Love Merrick was diagnoised with cancer in her kidneys. they has surgery and was able to remove it. she was in chemo for 3 months. 2 months ago she was in remission *cancer free* Lastnight got a call from her dad. she's been complaining of pains in her abdomen area, they took her in. She has a tumor the size of a grapefruit again.....at this time it's inoperable. Please pray for her and her family. She is only 6 years old.
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29 weeks at birth? I hope not.... [14 Apr 2010|03:08pm]




Last year on May 10th 2009 (Mothers day) Lucas James Thomas was born premature at 27 weeks along. He died June 8th 2009.

It seems to be happening all over again today.

My cousin has been in and out of the hospital for the past 2 1/2 weeks in preterm labor. The doctors have been able to stop it 3 times so far. They've been giving the baby steroirds for the past week, incase they can't stop it again. On Sunday Amber was admitted into the hospital with pnuemonia. Yesterday she was doing a little better then the day before. Until she started to cough and vomit again. Today they ran some tests and her white blood cell count is extremely high and her oxegyn level keeps on dropping dangerously low. The doctors are debating on taking Dylan James (the baby) Out tonight. This is a very stressful time for our family (as you can tell) Ambers brother Adam is due to have a baby with his wife in 4 days. My aunt is stuck between 2 places at once. *sigh* Prayers are needed please!

She's at 29 weeks along today.
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[07 Jan 2010|12:54pm]

LETS GO HORNS!!!!!!!! KICK ALABAMA'S ASS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!  This will be the last game for more then half of our team for college football!!! Let's make it count!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! 

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[08 Dec 2009|03:13pm]

visited 15 states (30%)
Create your own visited map of The United States
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[10 Nov 2009|01:00pm]
 SO i feel like i don't talk about my life or anything about me that often. so right now i'm going to open up everything to anyone who wants to know anything about me.  

Ask me questions and i will answer you! doesn't matter what the question is i'm here! 

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[02 Nov 2009|02:21pm]
 everyone please pray for sergeant jose c. patino. he is a student at D I School (where Eli works at MCRD) who suffered a heart attack just a few hours ago. he is at the hospital his vitals are fine and he is being prepped for surgery please pray for him and his family. thanks. ill keep everyone updated!
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[28 Oct 2009|01:47pm]
 Today would have been Blakes 23rd birthday.  I miss him so much.  If it wasn't for him i probably would have never met Eli.  He was such a great guy, always loving, always caring... would do anything for anyone.  and did.  He gave his life when he was 20 years old.  He will always have a place in my heart. I MISS YOU BLAKE HOWEY! 

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[07 Oct 2009|02:05pm]
The ball is on the 7th of November  so exactly 1 month away! AHHH

 My dress went up $30 bucks.  Although it is in Red now!  so i might be able to get it! and it actually match amazingly!!!!  heheh also i want to do my hair like this  so hopefully i can get it! :-)      

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[24 Jun 2009|12:30pm]
 What does everyone think about this North Korea stuff going on??
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[09 Dec 2008|02:12pm]
anyone near Camp Pendleton need their hair done??  I guess today is my day to do hair color/cutting lol i thought i just woke up to do nothing LOL.   call me!
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[01 Sep 2008|12:28pm]
work is waaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaay slow today WTF..........
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[01 Sep 2008|06:12am]
as of today i open the Spa everyday i work now YAAAAAAAAY my shifts are 8-4 Mon-Wed, 8-3 on Sats, and 8-2 on Sundays :-D WEEEEEE
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[28 Aug 2008|06:10pm]
you know what i love........

When your paychecks for 1,000 bucks bounce.......good job work!!!! David better figure this out....
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Big Boy! [28 Aug 2008|09:33am]
Josh is 2 pounds away from being to big for his car seat. so today me and my dad went to Sams Club (cuz he has a card) and bought this car seat http://www.target.com/Eddie-Bauer-Deluxe-Convertible-Seat/dp/B0010735CW/qid=1219935045/ref=br_1_2/601-3297191-4669743?ie=UTF8&node=3579961&frombrowse=1&rh=&page=1 .....At Target it's $179.99....at Sams Club WITH TAX it came out to $98. BIG DIFFERENCE! it's amazing! it's so worth it! :-) I'm excited!!! :o)
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whole lotta baby!!!! [26 Aug 2008|02:07am]
[ mood | excited ]

So Jessica ended up having to get a c-section (doesn't surprise me) She went from 3:15am to 11:45pm with NO CHANGES with meds and all..... she was still at 1cm dilated SO yeah....

He (he doesn't have a name yet they had to put jessica to sleep with a general and they were waitting to see him before picking, it's either Tim or Nathaniel. I think it's going to be Nathaniel tho...)
he was born at August 26th 12:29am
9 Lbs 6 Ounces and 22 inches long FREAKING LONG FAT BABY!!!! hahahahah.....his head was 14 1/2 inches around that's why he wasn't even going into her pelvic area......

okay i'm going to bed now..... since its 2:16am...

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[25 Aug 2008|10:14am]
In about 7 hours i will be an aunt....

yeah.... my sister is in labor....finally! lol

I love courtney at work, she switched shifts with me so i'm at work right now, instead of tonight closing. :o)
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